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an aside

by kieran smyth

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Pierre Conrad
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Pierre Conrad revisiting this after buying it when it came out and enjoying it but wow I forgot how good ember is. ending goes off haha Favorite track: ember.
justiceder
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justiceder I attended the release show for this record and it was a very special night. I’m listening and reading along to the lyrics right now and appreciating the detailed and well thought out songwriting on this project. Incredible stuff! Favorite track: carnival.
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1.
seawind 02:52
the bruises on y'r knees walkin sideways through the trees and all along the highway i see signs of an older me a stronger man than i scattered on the riverside and every time i try to see what changed the memories get rearranged by the seawind on the range like spillin coffee on a page sweepin up the glass on y'r kitchen floor givin all i can and you deservin more someone to reassure be the breeze upon y'r moor someone to love you right hold you closer through the night hold you in their arms and eternal sight shine on all y'r shadows for eternal light someone to love you good like i knew i never could
2.
sideways 04:09
i've been seeing it sidways had my head in a bowl through every distraction it's been invisible well if i had the answers if i had a clue i'd stop what i'm doin and i'd call you i am i am i am i can i can i can it's too big to ignore now like a fig on a floor and after every decision what would i die for and if i fall by the wayside would you pick me up or pass me by without lookin up am i am i am i can i can i can i
3.
every sunlight searchin moonlight never found holes in holy harbours love in dusk be drowned but if it's all just the same i'd rather be waving on my way to the grave emptiness a virtue and happiness a war sometimes having something leaves me wanting more but if it's all one big chore i'd rather be smilin on my way out the door
4.
y'r candor 04:07
i’m glad to hear y'r cheerful singings - i’m glad to hear that y'r fine i’m happy to hear that this season is bringing you love for y'r beings divine i guess i just miss those cheerful songs, so simple and so kind when y’r singin days are over boy, i’d gladly give you mine lately i’ve found that y'r patterns of sound were the only things keepin me well incipient sight said that i’d be alright, although soon i was able to tell the serpent stopped swirlin about in my personal life while under y'r spell bereft of y’r candor the serpent meanders and drags me on down to hell if y’r lord knows the way, would you ask him to show me the rest of it so i might make the best of it magnanimous thee, why am i the debris of your providence? why’ve i been deprived of your prominence? if y’r dirges decree what it takes to obtain your lords sympathy mourn my unholy history if the patterns you breathe be the key to set free my dishonesty let your lord lay his hand on me
5.
ember 02:29
a red ember - bloomin from the dark in september - you were fumin ‘neath the arch i remember, i assumed it was a spark so you wandered to another so i sauntered to two spoken lovers in abstraction - reaching for a limb in protraction, though i'll screech at every dim lit refraction - and now each and every hymn heeds my harrows mows my weeds feeds my barrow knows my needs reads my tarot sows my seeds frees my sparrow plows my pleas and i’m fallin
6.
carnival 03:28
i’m the dent in y'r car door, baby i’m the thorn in y'r side when you ask what we die for, honey well who was i to decide y'r the knick in my windshield, mama y'r my carnival ride carnivores on the sidewalk singin i’ma stick by y'r side you know i know you care but you don’t mind i’ll stick with you i won’t leave you behind i’m the scratch on y'r sunroof, sugar y'r my harbouring tide starboard stars on the skyline, sailor i’ll stay anchored beside y'r the kick in my mornin coffee y'r my canadian rye softly openin doors unspoken leavin me nowhere to hide you know i know you care but you don’t mind i’ll stick with you i won’t leave you behind you know i know you know i know you care but you don't mind
7.
there’s an ominous sound after all of this it turned around and when i think back what would i take back well, none of it for i am the sum of it every shattered shard & the scattered scars and the nights when the end didn’t seem so far well so far i see the forest for the trees i’ll free my sorest limb impossibly, improbably i sought to see and i saw though dimly there’s a song that i hear and i call on it whenever y’r near and when i look up what am i scared of well, none of it for i’ll climb the sum of it every frozen path in the aftermath well all in all it ain’t so vast but at last i see the forest for the trees i’ll free my sorest limb infathomably every atom i see is a part of me, it’s a part of me
8.
mexico 04:10
she didn't want him to leave but he had to go down to the boilin borders of mexico to see if he could find himself at all to see if he could find himself at all dear i love you dearly dear i do i've loved you since i couldn't tie my own shoes but i lost my will to love in mexico gotta tie up my shoes and then i gotta go i gotta find some god damn time gotta find my own damn mind 'cause to love someone right you gotta love y'rself help me forget that god damn face the memories i can't erase 'cause to love someone right you gotta love y'rself oh and i gotta find some god damn time gotta find my own damn mind 'cause to love someone right you gotta love y'rself
9.
indifferent 02:59
do i seem different do ya see me differently now am i indifferent look on indifferently now y'r hands on the back of my neck & i’m through with dottin my i’s & crossin my t’s for you guess it’s nothin new well what’s the difference ‘tween lies and instances now and what’s persistence if i reply consistently now well my hands on the fore of my head & i’m through with dottin my i’s & crossin my t’s for you guess it’s nothin new and there’s nothin much else i can do
10.
yeah, i reckoned it as such i’ve been smokin too much fire at my feet, my world in a whirl & i’m out of touch why do i do what i do when will i do what i don’t why do i say that i will when i know i surely won’t if only i could quit throwin these fits all my meaningless longings might cease to persist & y’r open jaw vignettes every word that you said has moved me in ways that i reckon i won’t soon forget why do i do what i do why do i say what i say when i know i’ll regret it at the end of the day if only i could clear the mist maybe i could look more closely to see what this life really is why do i say what i says why do i do what i does if i know it all will return to the way that it was

about

hey, thanks for listening, reading, caring

special thanks to mingjia, river r, cheryl l, dave r, andrew m, kohen h, erica w, pomes, my incredibly supportive family, and everyone else who ever took a chance on me

have a good one,
kieran

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released January 17, 2020

tracks 1, 5, and 7 were recorded at revolution recording by kohen hammond

tracks 2, 4, 9, and 10 were recorded at river radcliffe's home studio by river radcliffe

tracks 3, 6, and 8 were recorded on andrew mullin's dictophone by me at my apartment - and then transferred into the digital realm by river radcliffe

all songs were mixed and mastered by river radcliffe

all songs were written and performed by me (except for the tremolo mandolins on track 9, which were performed by river radcliffe)

cover photo taken by erica whitehead

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blending the naturalistic folk sounds of the east coast of canada with the progressive, industrial sounds of toronto, pomes’ sound is an infusion of country/folk, jazz, and math-rock.

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